When I had klearnewd that I was refushad been rejected by my first-choice university target afterafter taking the College Entrance Examination, I was a little sad. When I learned that I had been rejected by my first-choice university after taking the College Entrance Examination, I was a little sad.

I stayed alone atin my room. I stayed alone in my room.

Soon after, I thought I should cry, because that's what most people would do that when they experienced something like this, even though I didn't really want to. I thought I should cry, because that's what most people would do when they experience something like this, even though I didn't really want to.

However, I cried anyways. However, I cried anyways.

Knowing what had happened, two of my friends invited me to spend the night with them. Knowing what had happened, two of my friends invited me to spend the night with them.

They didn't say too much, because they had also failbeen rejected. They didn't say too much, because they had also been rejected.

They just letted me play on their computer, because I didn't own one. They just let me play on their computer, because I didn't own one.

Actually, I wasn'tI wasn't actually as depressed as they assumed, because my second goal school accepted meI had been accepted to my second-choice school. I wasn't actually as depressed as they assumed, because I had been accepted to my second-choice school.

I was even a little happy that I didn't have to go back to study one more year and take the exam again, although my second goal school wasn't my favourite. I was even a little happy that I didn't have to go back to study one more year and take the exam again, although my second goal school wasn't my favourite.

The terrofear of studying one more year was much more seirious than that of going to a school I didn't know at all. The fear of studying one more year was much more serious than that of going to a school I didn't know at all.

However, they were so hospitable that, so I thought that I should be sad as they thought I was, otherwise I would let them down. However, they were so hospitable, so I thought that I should be sad as they thought I was, otherwise I would let them down.

To be honest, I didn't know about the Internet at that time, so I just playedhung out on QQ, which was similar to MSN. To be honest, I didn't know about the Internet at that time, so I just hung out on QQ, which was similar to MSN.

I applied afor new account, and added some strangers as friends, then kept telling told them about my failure and sorrow. I applied for new account, and added some strangers as friends, then told them about my failure and sorrow.

Some of them didn't reply me at all, and I didn't have a happy talk with none of themcheerful conversation with a one. Some of them didn't reply me at all, and I didn't have a cheerful conversation with a one.

I got bored but I found out that theyand realized that my friends had gottfallen alsleep. I got bored and realized that my friends had fallen asleep.

Since they lived in a middle school, and the gate was closed during the night. Since they lived in a middle school, the gate was closed during the night.

We didn't have the key tof the gate, so I had to stay up all night with the computer. We didn't have the key to the gate, so I had to stay up all night with the computer.

It was sovery sad. It was very sad.

Looking back my life, I often did somethe things I thought that I should do, but eventually I didn'tnot necessarily things that I wanted to do. Looking back my life, I often did the things I thought that I should do, but not necessarily things that I wanted to do.

Most of the time, 'W"what I should' do" was something that I thought it was normal standard in this societysocially acceptable. Most of the time, "what I should do" was something that I thought socially acceptable.

If I didn't do thatose things, I would be abnormal. If I didn't do those things, I would be abnormal.

However, now I realise that there is no standard of emotion, and I should carelisten to my true feelings instead of worrying about being abnormal, which is bad for my mental health. However, now I realise that there is no standard of emotion, and I should listen to my true feelings instead of worrying about being abnormal, which is bad for my mental health.

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