Convert myself to Trying to pleade others is one of the roots of my anxiety,. another problem that I have, it's feeling anxious about the future.

I picked up again a book that talks about the psychology of willpower and procrastination again.

I read a chapter that explains with studies, how indulgence can help you overcome the need to cope with bad habits, and how this is better than being too self-critical, which can lead to more stress and in turn, more procrastination and toxic coping mechanisms.

Converting myself to others is one of the roots of my anxiety, another problem that I have, it's feeling anxious about the futur. Feeling anxious about the future is another problem that I have.

I understand what you mean by converting, but in English, "conforming" would be a better word. You could say: "conforming to my peers is a root cause of my anxiety."

I'm doing more exercises and startinged to meditate more.