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mirays

Feb. 11, 2022

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Venting before turn insanse

I’m so fed up with my active skills. My passive skills are top-notch and yet I cannot speak like a human being even if my life depends on it.

I’m so tired. I spent a fucking week and a half learning IPA sounds and preparing to practice them. I watched every fucking video out there. I worked my ass off in that regard, and yet it didn’t do ABSOLUTE shit.

I’m so tired, I’m beyond exhausted and frustrated. I feel like I’ll cry at any moment. I learned the sounds, I practiced them (It wasn’t good enough, and yet I kept trying), and just when I thought I was making a breakthrough on my abilities, bump, a cold shower of reality: I don’t apply a single one of them on my real speech. I go back to my old habits when I have to form real sentences.

What’s worse is that, if I attempt to pronounce half decently, my vocabulary goes to shit. I begin to speak like an 11-year-old. I just want to cry, learning English was a complete waste of time. I can see it clearly now. What’s the point of learning a language if you can’t speak it ‘cause nobody understands half of the shit that comes out of your mouth?

I swear if tomorrow I blank out at my Cambridge exam I might start to cry right there, that’s the last thing I need tomorrow.

What I should have done is focus on vocabulary and actively practice it, (and my writings too) for fucks sake. I wrote it down the minute I began to plan and yet I did anything but that. Why am I like this? Why?!

Let’s look at the bright side. Tomorrow I’ll really help out the other person sitting the speaking part with me. They are going to look great in contrast, so at least we have that. It will be over it, 'cause I’m just gonna let it rust, no more English fuck that. Let that wasted decade of learning it end. I tried, I failed, let it be over with.


I'm not sure if I'm using the future tenses properly. If you see anything written weirdly, please let me know.

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Venting before I turn insanse

I’m so fed up with my active skills.

My passive skills are top-notch and yet I cannot speak like a human being even if my life dependsed on it.

I’m so tired.

I spent a fucking week and a half learning IPA sounds and preparing to practiceing them.

I watched every fucking video out there.

I worked my ass off in that regard, and yet it didn’t do ABSOLUTE shitabsolute SHIT.

Emphasizing "shit" here is more natural.

I’m so tired,. I’m beyond exhausted and frustrated.

I feel like I’ll cry at any moment.

Or "I'll begin to cry"

I learned the sounds, I practiced them (It wasn’t good enough, and yet I kept trying), and just when I thought I was making a breakthrough on my abilities, bump, a cold shower of reality, reality hit me: I don’idn't apply a single one of them on my rewhen making my final speech.

I go back to my old habits when I have to form real sentences.

Sounds a little weird. I'd get rid of "real" or change it to something else, like "when I have to speak out loud."

What’s worse is that, if I attemptm able to pronounce half -decently, my vocabulary goes to shit.

I begin to speak like an 11-year-old.

I just want to cry, l. Learning English was a complete waste of time.

I can see it clearly now.

What’s the point of learning a language if you can’t speak it ‘cause nobody understands half of the shit that comes out of your mouth?

I swear if tomorrow I blank out atduring my Cambridge exam, I might start to cry right there,n and there, and that’s the last thing I need to happen tomorrow.

What I should have done is focus on vocabulary and actively practice it, (and my writings too), for fuck's sake.

I would remove "for fuck's sake" in this sentence. It isn't quite used properly in this context.

I wrote it down the minute I began to plan and yet I did anything but that.

Why am I like this?

Why?

Let’s look aton the bright side.

Tomorrow I’ll really help out the other person sitting next to me during the speaking paort with me.ion because

Tthey are going to look great in contrastmparison to me, so at least we havethere's that.

It wiAfter the test, I'll be over it, 'cause. I'm just gonna let imy English get rust, ny. No more learning English f. Fuck thait.

Let that wis pasted decade of learning it endEnglish go to waste.

Or "Let this past decade of learning English end."

I tried, and I failed, le so now I just want it to be over with.

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mirays

Feb. 13, 2022

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It's kind of funny to see a rant full of curses so well corrected tbh.
I was extremely overwhelmed and frustrated when I wrote that, thanks for taking your time to review it.
I'm way better now. ;)

Venting before turning insanse

I’m so fed up with my active skills.

My passive skills are top-notch and yet I cannot speak like a human being even if my life depends on it.

I’m so tired.

I spent a fucking week and a half learning IPA sounds and preparing to practice them.

I watched every fucking video out there.

I worked my ass off in that regard, and yet it didn’t do ABSOLUTE shit.

I’m so tired, I’m beyond exhausted and frustrated.

I feel like I’ll cry at any moment.

I learned the sounds, I practiced them (It wasn’t good enough, and yet I kept trying), and just when I thought I was making a breakthrough on my abilities, bump, a cold shower of reality: I don’t apply a single one of them on my real speech.

I go back to my old habits when I have to form real sentences.

What’s worse is that, if I attempt to pronounce half decently, my vocabulary goes to shit.

I begin to speak like an 11-year-old.

I just want to cry, learning English was a complete waste of time.

I can see it clearly now.

What’s the point of learning a language if you can’t speak it ‘cause nobody understands half of the shit that comes out of your mouth?

I swear if tomorrow I blank out at my Cambridge exam I might start to cry right there, that’s the last thing I need tomorrow.

What I should have done is focus on vocabulary and actively practice it, (and my writings too) for fuck's sake.

I wrote it down the minute I began to plan and yet I did anything but that.

Why am I like this?

Why?

!

Tomorrow I’ll really help out the other person sittwho's with me ing the speaking part with me.

It will be over it, 'cause I’m just gonna let it rust, no more English, fuck that.

Let that wasted decade of learning it end.

I tried, I failed, let it be over with.

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MonsieurBaguette

Feb. 11, 2022

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Learning a language can sometimes be fustrating, but it takes time and patience to master a language. Keep it up and don't give up!

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mirays

Feb. 13, 2022

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I will, thanks for your kind words ^^

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Venting before turning insanse

Venting before I turn insanse

I’m so fed up with my active skills.


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My passive skills are top-notch and yet I cannot speak like a human being even if my life depends on it.


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My passive skills are top-notch and yet I cannot speak like a human being even if my life dependsed on it.

I’m so tired.


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I spent a fucking week and a half learning IPA sounds and preparing to practice them.


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I spent a fucking week and a half learning IPA sounds and preparing to practiceing them.

I watched every fucking video out there.


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I worked my ass off in that regard, and yet it didn’t do ABSOLUTE shit.


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I worked my ass off in that regard, and yet it didn’t do ABSOLUTE shitabsolute SHIT.

Emphasizing "shit" here is more natural.

I’m so tired, I’m beyond exhausted and frustrated.


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I’m so tired,. I’m beyond exhausted and frustrated.

I feel like I’ll cry at any moment.


This sentence has been marked as perfect!

I feel like I’ll cry at any moment.

Or "I'll begin to cry"

I learned the sounds, I practiced them (It wasn’t good enough, and yet I kept trying), and just when I thought I was making a breakthrough on my abilities, bump, a cold shower of reality: I don’t apply a single one of them on my real speech.


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I learned the sounds, I practiced them (It wasn’t good enough, and yet I kept trying), and just when I thought I was making a breakthrough on my abilities, bump, a cold shower of reality, reality hit me: I don’idn't apply a single one of them on my rewhen making my final speech.

I go back to my old habits when I have to form real sentences.


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I go back to my old habits when I have to form real sentences.

Sounds a little weird. I'd get rid of "real" or change it to something else, like "when I have to speak out loud."

What’s worse is that, if I attempt to pronounce half decently, my vocabulary goes to shit.


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What’s worse is that, if I attemptm able to pronounce half -decently, my vocabulary goes to shit.

I begin to speak like an 11-year-old.


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This sentence has been marked as perfect!

I just want to cry, learning English was a complete waste of time.


This sentence has been marked as perfect!

I just want to cry, l. Learning English was a complete waste of time.

I can see it clearly now.


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This sentence has been marked as perfect!

What’s the point of learning a language if you can’t speak it ‘cause nobody understands half of the shit that comes out of your mouth?


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This sentence has been marked as perfect!

I swear if tomorrow I blank out at my Cambridge exam I might start to cry right there, that’s the last thing I need tomorrow.


This sentence has been marked as perfect!

I swear if tomorrow I blank out atduring my Cambridge exam, I might start to cry right there,n and there, and that’s the last thing I need to happen tomorrow.

What I should have done is focus on vocabulary and actively practice it, (and my writings too) for fucks sake.


What I should have done is focus on vocabulary and actively practice it, (and my writings too) for fuck's sake.

What I should have done is focus on vocabulary and actively practice it, (and my writings too), for fuck's sake.

I would remove "for fuck's sake" in this sentence. It isn't quite used properly in this context.

I wrote it down the minute I began to plan and yet I did anything but that.


This sentence has been marked as perfect!

This sentence has been marked as perfect!

Why am I like this?


This sentence has been marked as perfect!

This sentence has been marked as perfect!

Why?


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This sentence has been marked as perfect!

Let’s look at the bright side.


Let’s look aton the bright side.

Tomorrow I’ll really help out the other person sitting the speaking part with me.


Tomorrow I’ll really help out the other person sittwho's with me ing the speaking part with me.

Tomorrow I’ll really help out the other person sitting next to me during the speaking paort with me.ion because

They are going to look great in contrast, so at least we have that.


Tthey are going to look great in contrastmparison to me, so at least we havethere's that.

It will be over it, 'cause I’m just gonna let it rust, no more English fuck that.


It will be over it, 'cause I’m just gonna let it rust, no more English, fuck that.

It wiAfter the test, I'll be over it, 'cause. I'm just gonna let imy English get rust, ny. No more learning English f. Fuck thait.

Let that wasted decade of learning it end.


Let that wasted decade of learning it end.

Let that wis pasted decade of learning it endEnglish go to waste.

Or "Let this past decade of learning English end."

I tried, I failed, let it be over with.


This sentence has been marked as perfect!

I tried, and I failed, le so now I just want it to be over with.

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