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But nowSince everything is so unstable now, I have such a periods in my life when something regular is impossible.

I was going to do writing here every day, but I couldn't because of plenty ofdue to problems.

It makes me angry, it makes me desperate. and disappointed.

I added a word that would be better than desperate.

The only thought helps that is getting me through this is that everything will beget better.

Now, I'm just doing my best.

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I would rather want to be in stable days, even if it's a bit boring, than have suchthe unpredictable life which I have now.

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The only thought helps is that everything will be better.

Now, I'm just doing my best.

It's so difficult to have no stability in your life.

I would rather want to be in stable days even if it's a bit boring,be stable for a couple days rather than have suchthe unpredictable life which I have now, even if it's a bit boring.

When I know what's going to happens the next day, or week ( at least approximately) -, I can have plan, I can have schedules, and set aside regular times for studying English.

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I was going to do writinge here every day, but I couldn't because of plena variety of problems.

It makes me angry, it makes me and desperate.

The only thought that helps is that everything will eventually be better.

OPTION A: Starting again / OPTION B: Restarting my life

It's so difficult have no for most people deal with instability in our life.

SUGGESTION: Use hedge words such as "most" to avoid over-generalizations.

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I am sad.This saddens me.

I was gohoping to do writing here every day, but I couldn'tdaily journal entries, but that seems impractical because of plentya host of problems.

It makes me angry, it makes me and desperate.

The only thought helps thatis the thought that eventually everything will be better.