Saturday, august 23rd. I wish I shouldn't go back to school!

I've always loved going to school, but ever since I started high school it feels like I'm going to hell instead.
The first year I didn't have a lot of friends, at least they didn't talk to me in class. I was a very quiet kid and I was always scared of getting scolded for talking in class (I also only ''talked'' with people who had totally different interests from me). By the end of the year, though, I began to talk more with some girls in my class, and now they are my closest friends! The problem it that the second year was much more difficult, and even if I still had vry good grades it totally destroyed me as a human being. I was always stressed and couldn't study well enough. I'm scared this year will be the same (or even worse, since I'm starting so much new subjects like physics and philosophy).
Another thing that doesn't help is that I hate most people in my school (both teachers and students. Especially teachers, since most of them don't even teach in class!).
I hope it'll be okay.