Please help me to edit this and write better!

Well, this is thea so-called journal, so I should I be normal, and I go with “I got up at 8 and had my breakfast and so on”, or I’d better plunge into it as if I’m a little salmon which swimsswimming against the current.

This is a pretty good sentence, but it kind of runs on. I would maybe break this up into two or three different sentences.

Today was one of those days that I felt heavy, s. Sometimes I feel too dense in my brain that I can’t even bear carrying my head on my neck,. I try to get up but my entire body inclineleans towards the bed and that can ruin my whole day.

This is a run-on sentence and should be broken up into smaller sentences. Also, "incline" means to go up. So, if you are in bed, and you don't want to get out of bed, you would not be "inclining".

The mereonly tool which has the ability to burst these bubbles is the spiky needle of reality in the present moment.

So, that’s what I did early in the morning today, just like many other mornings, to get myself sorted out.

But the thing is, the cycle of reproducing these IFs is a never-ending one,. I don’t even have to strive to swim upstream forto laying the eggs of these IFs,. I can just hatch them wherever I am,. I just need a little pause to slot them into the free spaces in my mind.

Again, you need to break up these really long sentences into shorter ones.

Sometimes I think that if the whole system was a factory, I would have been a cool CEO, but t. The problem is that no salesman would work for me to sell the IFs, So m. Maybe that’s the main reason that I decided to share them here with you.