The choices ,iI really heat thate choices, sometimes iI waish there was someone to choose instead me bmake them instead of me. But then iI asked my self why iI heate thatem and iI foundind it's because iI am afraid to domake mistakes so what what t. The wprongblem with mistakes because i myself will is that I cannot forgive my self .so i found. So the problem heare is not the choice its self no i, but rather I am the one howthat needs to be fixed.i I searched and i found a ted videos she talk how to be mentally strong it part totalk video where the speaker talks about how to be mentally strong, which is part of how I can solve my problem t. The point is : I really hate choices, sometimes I wish there was someone to make them instead of me. But then I ask myself why I hate them and I find it's because I am afraid to make mistakes. The problem with mistakes is that I cannot forgive myself. So the problem here is not the choice itself, but rather I am the one that needs to be fixed. I searched and found a ted talk video where the speaker talks about how to be mentally strong, which is part of how I can solve my problem. The point is:

Mostly just minor spelling mistakes, but grammar in a few places too. When saying "i search and i fond" both verbs should be in past tense, so "searched and found", and since you already used "I" before the first one you don't need to use it again, as it's already clear. Most native speakers use shorter sentences when talking, so if you start to communicate a different part of an idea it's best to use a period and start a new sentence. I changed "so i found the problem hear" to remove "so i found", but as long as grammar and spelling are accurate either could be correct.

Just choose and start even if thad badit doesn't go well. Just choose and start even if it doesn't go well.

I wasn't quite sure what you were trying to say here, but I think this was your idea.

Be gentle to your self if you didmake a mistake . Be gentle to yourself if you make a mistake.

You could also use past tense here, but present would be more natural

Felel that you control your life. Feel that you control your life.

Believe me, there are no good or bad choice ws. We just gofollow what gGod wrote that for us, so I advicse myself and meyou to just enjoy with this life i. Its ok to domake mistakes because this is our first life, and no one is going to be perfect. Believe me, there are no good or bad choices. We just follow what God wrote for us, so I advise myself and you to just enjoy this life. Its ok to make mistakes because this is our first life, and no one is going to be perfect.

I added a little to the end to make your idea a bit clearer.