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Loneliness, feeling lonely,... this is something that changed a lot through my life a lot.At first, I was feelingfelt neutral about all of it, even though how i was isolated me defacto(?).

When you surround a word/phrase like "feeling lonely" in commas, it gives the impression that your describing or rephrasing the first word like so

> Loneliness is something that changed a lot throughout my life.
> or rather: Feeling lonely is something that changed a lot throughout my life.

So you don't follow such a phrase with "this," you just continue the sentence.

The ellipses I added have a different feeling of introducing a topic or theme.

"even though how i was isolated me defacto(?)." Sorry, I can't quite work out what this means. "defacto isolated?"

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Again, I'm suggesting ellipses here because "I wasn't everyone's cup of tea" doesn't seem like related thoughts if we think of them as one sentence. But thinking of it like this:

"As i grew older one or two close people were enough. The deep connections I had with them, how well we could get along... **that was enough**. I wasn't everyone's cup of tea and that was okay."

SI was simply an introvert that aimed for the quality not the quantity,. I felt lonely at times, Bbut i wasn't alone.

"times" is pleural because it refers to the set of instances in which you felt lonely.

"at times" -> all instances
"one time" -> only happened once

With time connecting with people became harder and harder, H. I realized how isolating it is to be around people who doesn't get you,. I was alone and lonely.

"how" is a preposition so a clause like "I realized" has to come before it. You can get away with an omission like this only if the subject of the last sentence was the same and structurally similar.

ex: I like coffee. And (I like) icecream.
ex2: I thought you weren't coming back until next week. (I thought) that your conference was for five days.

It's a lot harder to pull off in written English, though.

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A sentence starting with "Either" needs to have an "or" in it somewhere, but this is a little bit long for that sentence structure.

> Either you accept the label society puts on people being alone or rise against it. (Either you accept) That there is something wrong with you or that our plurality pushes us to have different needs.

I used to view it like a curse, Nnow i have just accepted it,. Sure i have people, I belong to people, Bbut i no longer crave this closeness, and am no longer in a hurry, a. I'm not sacarred anymore to be perceived as lonely, i. I just am,. And am trying my best to somehow someday find my way back to my people.

First i accepted that being alone isn't a bad thing in it's core,. It gives you time to work on yourself,. Feeling lonely is a state of mind, and finally it all depend on how well you manage your social/alone times.

The "finally" doesn't work here because it sounds like your laying out a list and marking the "final" item on it, but what's the list?