Lessons tofor my mother.

Since we bought an old-fashioned car, I've been improving my drivering skills.

Not sure what you mean by old-fashioned car? Do you just mean gas versus electric maybe?

We bought it within January and February and I practiced for a while how to drivI practiced how to drive for a while.

Not sure what to do with the February here - was that when you were practicing, maybe?

It took me 6 lessons sobefore I could go on and nodrive without crashing into a wall or against nother car.

However, I wasn't surefeeling confident because looking atin the mirrors of the car andto makinge a turn wereas very difficult, and we shouldn't talk about my ability to parking the car.

But I had no optionchoice, I needed to develop thatmy skills for my mother, shewho is a 50- year- old woman and works a lot.

Her bodiey is getting weaker eachvery day, and alsos her strength is lowerdecreasing.

I'm aware she's not availgoing to be able to keep going this way,; she can't stillkeep paying for taxis and driveing an old motorcycle that doesn't allow her to carry on all her stuffs.

So I drove withdespite my fear, nervousness and a lack of skills on me.

I learned and I became good at it,; I had left the fear away of mebehind and madedid a good thing for my little family, but noit wasn't for me.

All my time went to projects, all mynd dreams and time were for my mom and her business.

Even though I've feltbeen happiness fory to helping her, in my unconscious, I seethe back of my mind, I know that I haven't made progress in my life because of her.

So I took seriously the goal of teaching her how to drive seriously... andbut I've failed.

Yesterday, she was turning to the right ion a steep street, her body betrayed her and when she pushed the accelerator accidentally, crashing us into a wall.

The "her body betrayed her" bit isn't something we'd likely say in this situation - that's more of like "a medical emergency made her crash". I went ahead and guessed you meant it happened by accident, but it'd be even better if you gave a more specific reason like "she got scared and pushed the accelerator" or "something startled her and she pushed the accelerator".

I blew up and chewed her upout.

I feel terrible for the words I said, but I'm so upset and desperate,; we've been practicing for a month and she still can not drive ion an empty street.

I wdonder't know what to do, andbut I hope she can forgive her selfish teacherme for being selfish because I really can't forgive me.

I don't think this sounds selfish at all! Sometimes family members are the hardest to teach, especially when they're older than us and have always been the ones to teach us in the past :)

I'm looking for the strength sto I can push myself further andcontinue teaching her, but I don't know if I will find it.

Since we bought an old-fashioned car I've been improving my drivering skills.

We bought it within January and February and I practiced for a while how to drive.

You can say "within January and February" as a time period, but it's just weirdly imprecise here. Buying a car usually refers to the actual transaction which is a single point of time, so talking about it spanning multiple months is a little unnatural.

You could say "We searched for a car to buy throughout January and February" if you want to put more emphasis on the process of choosing a car.

It took me 6 lessons sobefore I could go on and not crash into a wall or against other car.

However, I wasn't sure because looking at the mirrors of the car and making a turn wereas very difficult, and we shouldn'let's not talk about parking the car.

Little awkward with the plurality of the tenses here, but despite the "and" "looking at the mirrors of the car and making a turn" is a single action.

The expression "let's not talk about parking the car" or the idea of not talking about something because it's unpleasant or difficult in this way is a pretty casual expression, so it's better paired with casual words.

But I had no other option, I needed to develop that skill for my mother, she is a 50-year-old woman and works a lot.

Her bodiey is weaker each day, and also her strength is loweress than it used to be.

"lower" needs a comparison point, and also I think it's more natural to use "less" in this sentence.

I'm aware she's not available to keep going this way, she can't still be paying for taxis and driveing an old motorcycle that doesn't allow her to carry on all her stuffs.

"stuff" is inherently plural, you don't need to make it "stuffs"

So I drove with fear, nervoues and a lack of skills on me.

I learned and I became good at it, I had left the fear away ofbehind me and made athings good for my little family, but not for me.

Even though I've felt happiness for helping her, in my unconsciously, I see that I haven't made progress in my life because of her.

So I took seriouslythe goal the goal of teaching her how to drive seriously... and I've failed.

Yesterday, she was turning to the right in a steep street, her body betrayed her and she pushed the accelerator, which crashinged us into a wall.

I blew up and chewed her upout.

I feel terrible for the words I said, but I'm so upset and desperate, we've been practicing for a month and she still can no't drive in an empty street.

"cannot" is nearly always abbreviated to "can't" anyway

I wonder what to do, and I hope she can forgive her selfish teacher because I really can't forgive meyself.