Journal | I am Afraid of Failure

Today I giave up on a game which I started playing a few days ago because I can't endureouldn't stand the endless deathying and getting stuck inat the same stage.

To be honest.

This is a sentence fragment so I deleted it and prepended it to the next sentence.

To be honest, I am not a determined person and tend to give up easily.

As a result, when I failed in at doing something, I didon't have the tenacity to dotry it again and again until I madke it.

The game experience mentioned above is a good evidence for this.

or

The game experience mentioned above is proof of this.

When I boughtuy a new game, it was always seems attractive to me at first.

I feall in love with so many first experiences such as the first interactiong with an npc, killing the first monster and acomplfinishing the first chapter.

But as time wentgoes on, everything that was compelling to me at first becaomes boring and tedious.

Especially after I madke a little mistake or a failure, I loste all my passion and hadve no energy to try again.

The reason behind it, in my opinion, is probably that I am not a patient person and doing the same thing isover and over is like suffering forto me.

And iIf I failed, I have to try it again, Sso it's obviously that I would give up.

The direct consequence of the afraidis fear is that I have become conventional and I am reluctant to try new things unless I have totalhe utmost confidence that I will succeed.

I don't takehink it ais a good habit because there are numerous new things awaiting our exploration in today's lives.

Moreover, I think that under many circumstances, it's impossible to achieve your goal in one tryattempt.

I agree.

Instead, you are supposed to take a small taste once andps at a time in order to make a progress every time.

I agree with this, too!

Lastly, I just wriote from what formed in my brain so it's may not be logical andor the relationship between the cause and the effect may not be clear.

Whatever, thanks for reading and for your possible corrections.

Today I've given up a game which I started playing few days ago because I can't endure the endlessrepeated deaths and getting stuck inat the same stage.

It makes me recall my behavior under the pressure of failurebrings to mind how I've handled failure in the past.

To be honest, I am not a determined person and I tend to give up easily.

As a result, when I've failed in doing something I didhaven't haved the tenacity to do it again andtry it again until I made itsucceeded.

The video game experience mentioned above is a good evidence for this.

When Iever I've bought a new video game, it whas always been attractive to me at first.

I fell in love with so many first experiences such as the first interactiong with a npc, killing the first monster and acomplor finishing the first chapter.

But as time went on, everything that was initially compelling to me at firststarted to becaome boring and tedious.

Especially after Ihaving made a little mistake or a failure, I lost all my passionhaving failed at something, I lost all my desire to continue and had no energy to try again.

The reason behind itprimary reason, in my opinion, is probably that I am not a patient person and doing the same thing isover is a form of suffering for me.

And if I failed, I would have to try it again, Sso it's obviously that I would give up.

The direct consequence of the afraidfear is that I've become conventional and I am reluctant to try new things unless I have total confidence.

I don't take it as a good habit because there are numerous new things awaiting our exploration in today'sus in our daily lives.

Moreover, I think that under manynormal circumstances, it's impossible to achieve your goal in one try.

Instead, you are supposed to take a small taste once andamount of success at first and then continue to make a progress every timethereafter.

Lastly, I just wriote what formed in my braincame to my mind spontaneously, so it's may not be logical and the relation between the cause and the effect may not be clear.

Whatever, thanks for reading and possible correction.

Today I giave up on a game which I started playing few days ago, because I can't endure the endless deaths and get stuck in the same stage.

I a'm not a determined person and I tend to give up easily.

langcorrect doesn't have the option to correct two sentences at once, so i'm putting this here under a small correction. most people would write what you're saying as "to be honest, i'm not a determined person and tend to give up easily". the phrase "to be honest" is often found at the beginning of a sentence, but almost never as a stand-alone sentence.

As a result, when I failed inat doing something I didn't have the tenacity to do it again and again until I made it.

The game experience mentioned above is a good evidence forxample of this.

I fell in love with so many first experiences, such as first interacting with npcthe NPCs, killing the first monster, and acomplisheting the first chapter.

The reason behind it, in my opinion, is probably that I am not a patient person and doing the same thing is sufferingrepeatedly is very difficult for me.

And if I failed, I have to try it again, Sso it's obviously that I would give up.

The direct consequence of the afraidis is fear is that I will become conventional, and I am reluctant to try new things unless I have total confidence.

I don't take it as a good habit because there are numerous new things waiting our exploration in today's livesdaily life.

Instead, you are supposed to take a small taste once and make asome progress every time.

Lastly, I just wriote what formed in my braincame to mind, so it's may not be logical, and the relation between the cause and the effect may not be clear.