In the morning, everything was fine,. I woke up to my mother making crepes for breakfast after suchfor the first time in a long time.

I was happy and wanted to play some music so that we could all enjoy the breakfast together around one table as family but then my brother started pissing me off on purpose for some reason I could not figure out.

I was happy and wanted to put on some music so that we could all enjoy the breakfast together around one table as a family, but then my brother started pissing me off on purpose for some reason, and I could not figure outunderstand why.

We started to fight over the freaking song that I wanted to listen to, and I ended up locking myself into my room after a big stupid fight (I know this sounds so lamish but everybody haves triggers).

LI lost my appetite, spendt the whole day without eating anything else, cried to release my overloaded emotions, and felt so alone and hurt.

I am just waiting for my nerves to calm down and be able to function again like I used to do.

I feel blue hoping for a warmer color for tomorrow.

In the morning, everything was fine,. I woke up to my mother making crepes for breakfast after suchfor the first time in a long time.

I was happy and wanted to play some music so that we could all enjoy the breakfast together around one table as family but then my brother started pissing me off on purpose for some reason I could not figure out.

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I was happy and wanted to put on some music so that we could all enjoy the breakfast together around one table as family, but then my brother started pissing me off on purpose for some reason I could not figure outunknown reason.

"Pissing me off" is okay, but very informal and a little rude. If you want a softer tone, you can also say "making me angry / mad", or keep it if you want a strong tone.

We started to fight over the (freaking) song that I wanted to listen to and I ended up locking myself into my room after a big stupid fight. (I know this sounds so lamishe but everybody haves their triggers).)

"Freaking song" is okay, but feels very childish? I wouldn't use it unless you want to be very casual, or are talking to close friends. But up to you!

We started to fight over the freaking song that I wanted to listen to and ended up locking myself into my room after a big stupid fight.

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This is the one thing I hateI hate things like this the most.

And this is the one single thing I hate the most.

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Fighting over things that seem to be so small, but are actually linked to many other issues that you experience within your toxic family.

LI lost my appetite, spendt the whole day without eating anything else, cried to release my overloaded emotions, and felt so alone and hurt.

But when the ones that hurt you with their actions, words, and attitude isare your family, it seems like you can 't / cannot do much about it.

Can't is best, since it fits the informal tone you have been using.

I am just waiting for my nerves to calm down and be able to be able to function again like I used to dousual.

"Like I used to do" means you haven't been functioning for a long while. "Like usual" means back to before this happened.

I feel blue hoping for a warmer color fo'm hoping to feel better tomorrow.

We don't have a phrase like this in English, so this is more natural.