Because I know I'll never dofinish them! Because I know I'll never finish them!

Bbecause I know I'll never do them! because I know I'll never do them!

In that case I just do it. In that case I just do it.

In thatose case I do it. In those case I do it.

The only thing I can produce is surprises! The only thing I can produce is surprises!

The only things I can produce isare surprises! (or The only thing I can produce is a surprises!) The only things I can produce are surprises! (or The only thing I can produce is a surprise!)

The only thing I can produce isare surprises! The only thing I can produce are surprises!

For example, not long ago, I wrote eight songs. For example, not long ago, I wrote eight songs.

I worked pretty much for more than two months to write them. I worked for more than two months to write them.

I worked pretty much worked for more than two months to write them. I pretty much worked for more than two months to write them.

I worked pretty muchbasically worked for more than two months to write them. I basically worked for more than two months to write them.

I worked pretty much for more than two months to write them. I worked for more than two months to write them.

I just observed myself. I observed myself.

Based on the journal, it seems like you have already observed yourself. Therefore, I changed to past tense.

Sometimes m, I happen to feel like doing something. Sometimes m, I happen to feel like doing something.

Sometimes, I happen to feel like doing something. Sometimes, I feel like doing something.

Sometimes, I even know what. Sometimes, I even know what.

Sometimes I even know what I want to do. Sometimes I even know what I want to do.

I never obey myselfstick with my plans, so it's completely useless for me to have any kind of expectation. I never stick with my plans, so it's completely useless for me to have any kind of expectation.

I never obey (listen to myself) myself, so it's completely useless for me to have any kind of expectation. I never obey (listen to myself) myself, so it's completely useless for me to have any kind of expectation.

It'This is amazing! This is amazing!

If I had planned to do that, if I had put : “in March and April, write eight new songs” in my agenda, I'd,” I'd have never had done that. If I had planned that, if I had put : “in March and April, write eight new songs,” I'd have never done that.

Not grammatical wrong, and depends on what writing style/tone you are going for but I edited to shorten the sentences which I felt fitted the tone of the journal better.

If I had planned to do that, if I had put : “in March and April, write eight new songs” in my agenda, I'd never had done that. If I had planned to do that, if I had put “in March and April, write eight new songs” in my agenda, I'd never had done that.

He thinks that I'm a procrastinator. He thinks that I'm a procrastinator.

It's been a while since I went above procrasdtinationed. It's been a while since I procradtinated.

It's been a while since I went above (beyond) procrastination. It's been a while since I went above (beyond) procrastination.

When you procrastinate, you're still at the level where you dare to plan things. When you procrastinate, you're still at the level where you dare to plan things.

When you procrastinate, you're still at the level where you dare to plan things. When you procrastinate, you're still at the level where you dare to plan things.

When you procrastinate, you're still at the level where you dare to plan things. When you procrastinate, you're still at the level where you dare to plan things.

You actually schedule your life! You actually schedule your life!

Yesterday, I went to a cognitive behavioural therapist for the first time. Yesterday, I went to a cognitive behavioral therapist for the first time.

Yesterday, I went to a cognitive behavioural therapist for the first time. Yesterday, I went to a cognitive behavioural therapist for the first time.

Yesterday, I went to a cognitive behavioural therapist for the first time. Yesterday, I went to a cognitive behavioural therapist for the first time.

WThat an's so insulting! That's so insulting!

"What an insult!" can be misinterpreted as you being impressed by the insult.

You still have the belief that you will get something from yourselfdone on time. You still have the belief that you will get something done on time.

You still have the belief that you will get something fromcan improve yourself., You still have the belief that you can improve yourself,

And then you feel disappointed by yourself because you betrayedroke your own promises. And then you feel disappointed because you broke your own promises.

And then you feel disappointed by(or at yourself) because you betrayed your own promises. And then you feel disappointed (or at yourself) because you betrayed your own promises.

And then you feel disappointed byin yourself because you betrayed your own promises. And then you feel disappointed in yourself because you betrayed your own promises.

Aand then you feel disappointed by yourselfment because you've betrayed your own promiseexpectations. and then you feel disappointment because you've betrayed your expectations.

Or because you respected your promise but not your schedule. Or because you respected your promise but not your schedule.

Or because you respected your promise but not your schedule.

Like, you're late, poor pet! Like, you're late poor pet!

I don't even plan things. I don't even plan things