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Sometimes I don't know if I realised how lucky I amwas to find these people.

You can also say "how lucky I am to have found these people."

Just a note, "realise" is UK spelling. In American English it is spelled "realize."

I'm trying to encourage myself to keep going towards what I proposed myself to do.

"Proposed <someone> to do" is not really a thing native English speakers say. Other ways you can phrase it (unfortunately the setup changes a bit so it isn't 100% applicable to your sentence):

"Proposed that <someone> do something"

"Proposed to them that <someone> does something"

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Though it's not technically "proper" English, many native speakers use "who" instead of "whom" and put the "for" on the end of the clause: "... the people who I am doing this for..." It will sound totally fine in colloquial speech.

The last couple of days I'm feeling a heartache so often that I don't know if f aI need to see a psychologist.

Many things are happening lately, and I'm not sure if I can do what I want to do.

I've met so many people that can help me to achieve my dreams and goals.

Sometimes I don't know if I realisedze how lucky I am to find these people.

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Sometimes I don't know if I realised how lucky I am to fihave found these people.

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