Depression preparvented me from going to uni until a years ago.

Prepare is like 整える

Prevent in this case is like 阻む

I drantook medicines and received counseling.

We normally say "took medicine" rather than "drank medicine" in English.

My condition is recovering few and fewslowly but surely so I stopped go to clinic .

few is about quantity. I think "slowly but surely" fits the piece better.

Today I decided I would go to uni.

Today I would go to uni makes it sounds like a statement saying that in the (distant) past it would be challenging, but today you're confident it would be different.

I think reading the later parts of this piece, you're describing a single occasion?

I was makeup spend for long timespent a lot of time applying makeup and wearore my favorite outfits in order to feeling up but better, but when l arrived at the station and many people awere place where causedthere it made me nauseaous and panic.ked

I took a guess at the intended meaning, the grammar here was kind of unclear.

Some points:

"spent a lot of time" is a standard staying for something taking a lot of time but it isn't used as a suffix.

An outfit is a collection of clothes you wear together. When you're talking about something you're wearing, then all the clothes you're wearing together count as one outfit. "outfits" would be more used if you're looking at different sets of clothes in your wardrobe and deciding which to wear.

In English, we don't really describe her personal emotions passively. It sounds more normal to describe the affect on you in the first person rather than just saying the situation caused certain feelings.

And then I couldn't go to uni.

You "go to X" for locations, you "go Y" for activities. Uni counts as a location. You could say "I couldn't go swimming" for example, but "I couldn't go to the beach".

It was so sad, myI was feeling was down.

After that I went to the/a clinic and received some medicines.

You need an article before most locations for words like "went to" / "go to". There's a small set of locations where you can omit an article because they're also treated as general concepts (school, work, uni) but most will need a "the" or "a".

Why I can’t go to uni.?

I want to grow myself and my skills. I want to try Mmany things by graduation.

I want to do my best for my dream s.

But it’sI'm unsuccessful.

My mind and body can’t keep up.

I’m so frustrating because it’s much difference between my ideal and my real.

If something is frustrating, it is causing frustration for you someone else.
If you want to describe the experience of feeling frustration, you use "frustrated".

Depression preparvented me from going to uUni until a few years ago.

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Today I would gam going to uUni.

I wasdid my makeup spend for a long time and wearore my favorite outfits in order to feeling up good, but l arrived station and many people are place where causedat the station. The station was crowded and caused a sense of nausea and panic.

And then I couldn't go uUni.

It was so sad, my feeling was downdevastated, my mood was ruined.

After , I went to a clinic and received some medicineore medications.

I could go a weeks ago.

Why I can’t go to uUni.?

I want to grow myself andas a person and improve my skills.I want to try Mmany things by the time I graduatione.

I want to do my best forto accomplish my dream s.

But it’sI have been unsuccessful.

My mind and body can’t keep up.

I’m so frustratinged because it’s mucha big difference between my ideal vision and my reality.

I’m gonna cry.

Depression preparvented me from going to uni until a years ago.

Other words you might use here could be: "stopped", "prohibited"

I drantook medicinesation and received counseling.

"To drink medicine" is grammatically correct but uncommon. It is more common to say "to take medication"

My condition is recovering few and fewimproving bit by bit so I stopped going to the clinic .

"Little by little" or "bit by bit" is the correct phrase rather than "few by few". "Little/bit" refers to an amount (cannot be counted, e.g. a little water, a bit of bread) whereas "few" refers to a quantity (can be counted, e.g. a few friends). Also, you would use "recovering" in the context of a person (e.g. I am recovering) rather than a condition, which you might say is "improving" (e.g. his health is improving).

Today I would gas going to go to uni.

I presume from your story that you didn't make it to uni. So, your intention was to go to university.

I was makeup spend for long time and wearspent a long time doing makeup and wore one of my favorite outfits in order to feeling up but l arrived station andto it. But when I arrived at the station, there were so many people are placthere whereich caused nausea and panicme to panic and feel nauseous.

And then I couldn't go to uni.

Don't forget to include the "to" after "go". Also, you might want to combine this with the previous sentence rather than have a new one.

It was so sad, myI feeling wast really down.

You might say "I felt really down" rather than "my feeling was down"

After wards I went to the clinic and received some medicinesation.

Remember to add an article ("a" or "the") after "to" and before "clinic" depending on whether you want to say you visited a specific clinic ("the") or just a random one ("a"). You also might want to specify the type of clinic: mental health clinic, pharmacy, GP (general practitioner).

I could go a few weeks ago.

Here you would add "few" before "weeks" since you could go to university a number of weeks ago and a number can be counted ("few" not "little").

Why I can’t I go to uni.

When using question words, the "subject" goes after "can" but in a normal sentence, it comes before. For example: "What can I do? You can do this."

I want to grow myself andand develop my skills. I want to try Mmany things byefore graduation.

You don't need to say "myself" here as "grow" refers to "I". I included "develop" for skills since it is more common to say "develop skills" than "grow skills". It's also more correct to say "before graduation" rather than "by graduation".

I want to do my best forto achieve my dream s.

But it’I was unsuccessful.

My mind and body can’t keep up.

I’m so frustrating because it’there's msuch a difference between my ideal and my real.

I would say generally that "my real" doesn't usually work in this context. But, it's very poetic and rhymes with "ideal", so if that's what you are going for, I say it works!

Depression preparvented me from going to uni until a few years ago.

I drantook medicines and received counseling.

My condition is recovering few and fewlittle by little, so I stopped going to clinic .

Today I would gas supposed to go to uni.

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It was so sad, my feeling was and I felt really down.

After this experience, I went to clinic and received some medicines.

I could go a few weeks ago.

Why I can’t't I go to uni.?

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I’m so frustrating because it’there is msuch a big difference between my ideal and my reality.

Depression preparvented me from going to university until a few years ago.

I drantook medicines and received counseling.

My condition is recovering few and few soslowly and I have gradually stopped going to the clinic .

Today, I would go uni/ will go to university.

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It was so sad, I amy feeling was down.

After wards, I went to the clinic and received some medicines.

I could go a few weeks ago.

Why I can’t go to uni.the university?

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I want to do my best for my dream s.

My mind and body can’t keep up.

I’m so frustratinged because it’s muchthere's a big difference between my ideal and my real self.