Venting before turning insanse Venting before turning insanse

Venting before I turn insanse Venting before I turn insane

My passive skills are top-notch and yet I cannot speak like a human being even if my life dependsed on it. My passive skills are top-notch and yet I cannot speak like a human being even if my life depended on it.

I spent a fucking week and a half learning IPA sounds and preparing to practiceing them. I spent a fucking week and a half learning IPA sounds and practicing them.

I worked my ass off in that regard, and yet it didn’t do ABSOLUTE shitabsolute SHIT. I worked my ass off in that regard, and yet it didn’t do absolute SHIT.

Emphasizing "shit" here is more natural.

I’m so tired,. I’m beyond exhausted and frustrated. I’m so tired. I’m beyond exhausted and frustrated.

I feel like I’ll cry at any moment. I feel like I’ll cry at any moment.

Or "I'll begin to cry"

I learned the sounds, I practiced them (It wasn’t good enough, and yet I kept trying), and just when I thought I was making a breakthrough on my abilities, bump, a cold shower of reality, reality hit me: I don’idn't apply a single one of them on my rewhen making my final speech. I learned the sounds, I practiced them (It wasn’t good enough, and yet I kept trying), and just when I thought I was making a breakthrough, reality hit me: I didn't apply a single one of them when making my final speech.

I go back to my old habits when I have to form real sentences. I go back to my old habits when I have to form real sentences.

Sounds a little weird. I'd get rid of "real" or change it to something else, like "when I have to speak out loud."

What’s worse is that, if I attemptm able to pronounce half -decently, my vocabulary goes to shit. What’s worse is that, if I am able to pronounce half-decently, my vocabulary goes to shit.

I just want to cry, l. Learning English was a complete waste of time. I just want to cry. Learning English was a complete waste of time.

I swear if tomorrow I blank out atduring my Cambridge exam, I might start to cry right there,n and there, and that’s the last thing I need to happen tomorrow. I swear if tomorrow I blank out during my Cambridge exam, I might start to cry right then and there, and that’s the last thing I need to happen tomorrow.

What I should have done is focus on vocabulary and actively practice it, (and my writings too) for fuck's sake. What I should have done is focus on vocabulary and actively practice it, (and my writings too) for fuck's sake.

What I should have done is focus on vocabulary and actively practice it, (and my writings too), for fuck's sake. What I should have done is focus on vocabulary and actively practice it (and my writing too), for fuck's sake.

I would remove "for fuck's sake" in this sentence. It isn't quite used properly in this context.

Let’s look aton the bright side. Let’s look on the bright side.

Tomorrow I’ll really help out the other person sittwho's with me ing the speaking part with me. Tomorrow I’ll really help out the other person who's with me in the speaking part.

Tomorrow I’ll really help out the other person sitting next to me during the speaking paort with me.ion because Tomorrow I’ll really help out the other person sitting next to me during the speaking portion because

Tthey are going to look great in contrastmparison to me, so at least we havethere's that. they are going to look great in comparison to me, so at least there's that.

It will be over it, 'cause I’m just gonna let it rust, no more English, fuck that. It will be over it, 'cause I’m just gonna let it rust, no more English, fuck that.

It wiAfter the test, I'll be over it, 'cause. I’'m just gonna let imy English get rust, ny. No more learning English f. Fuck thait. After the test, I'll be over it. I'm just gonna let my English get rusty. No more learning English. Fuck it.

Let that wasted decade of learning it end. Let that wasted decade of learning end.

Let that wis pasted decade of learning it endEnglish go to waste. Let this past decade of learning English go to waste.

Or "Let this past decade of learning English end."

I tried, and I failed, le so now I just want it to be over with. I tried and I failed so now I just want it to be over with.