I took a train to see him, but I felt that he doesidn't welcome me (though he explained that he feelt happy, my sixth sense tells me that he is avoidsing me, and I always trust my sixth sense).

He also said that he didn't want to deal with others' negative feelings.

Well done with the apostrophe!

I was just confused that if a friend cannot give me a shoulder, why do I call him a friend?

Maybe say "a shoulder to cry on"

After I went back home, we haved a concise talk by phone, and he said he needs to adjust his situation.

When I revolve those memories, I am in tears with smiles and sadness.

Maybe use recall instead of revolve?

We both are naive, but when we greow up then we can handle friendship better.

I have experienced a lot and feel bad that I need someone to talk withto.

I took a train to see him, but I felt that he doesidn't welcome me (though he explainesaid that he feelwas happy to see me, my sixth sense tellold me that he was trying to avoids me, and I always trust my sixth sense).

I was just confused that i. If a friend cannot give me a shoulder, why do to cry on, can I call him a friend?

After I went back home, we haved a concisebrief talk by phone, and he said he needsed to adjust his situationmake some changes.

He thought that spending time with me in the past distorrupted his orderly schedule and lifestyle.

When I revolvelooked back at those memories, I amwas in tears with smiles and sadnessthat were happy and sad at the same time.

We were both are naive, but when we grew up then we can handled our friendship better.

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I'm so sorry to hear this. :( I'm sending you big virtual hugs from Minnesota!

I took a train to see him, but I felt thatas if he doewasn't welcomas glad to see me (though he explainesaid that he feelt happy, my sixth sense tellold me that he avoids me, and I always trust my sixth sense).

He also said that he didn't want to deal with other peoples' negative feelings.

This sounds like a terrible friend. We're there for our friends, period.

I was just confused thatbecause if a friend cannot give me a shoulder to cry on, why do I call him a friend?

You know what I'm talking about.

I told him that I have bad feelingsfeel bad, but he didn't pay any attention.

This dude sounds emotionally stunted.

or,

I told him that I feel bad, but he didn't care.

After I went back home, we haved a concise talkbrief conversation by phone, and he said he needs to adjust his situation.

wow! what a jerk!!

He thought that spending time with me in the past distorrupted his orderly schedule and lifestyle.

just wow

When I revolvecall those memories, I ambreak down in tears with smiles and sadness.

I'm sending more big hugs to you!

We both are naive, but when we greow up then we can handle friendship better.

You're learning to handle it now with each friendship. You're doing such a good job. I'm so proud of you!