This is a new expression forto me. This is a new expression to me.

What I understand is "I don't want you to do that to me, unless I died, because if I am alive, I will stop you, so you can only do it after I die because I don't have the strength to stop you after I die.do anything in my power to stop you." What I understand is "I don't want you to do that to me, unless I died, because if I am alive, I will do anything in my power to stop you."

What I understand the meaning as is, "I don't want you to do that to me unless I die because i. If I am alive I will stop you, so you can only do it after I die because I dwon't have the strength to stop you after I die." What I understand the meaning as is, "I don't want you to do that to me. If I am alive I will stop you, so you can only do it after I die because I won't have the strength to stop you after I die."

Yup, pretty much "the only way you can do that is by killing me first so that I can't stop you."