最近の読むことの苦労

最近、少し難しい方の本を読み始めた。数週間まえ、英語で大江健三郎の万延元年のフットボールを読み、非常に面白いと思った。人間の内部の苦労や分かりにくい目標がよく現れた。そういう本は原語で読みたくなるでしょう？
あと、大江さんの文調は言語自体の限りを近づいてると読んだから、大変気になった。それはどういう意味なのでしょうか？
そのわけで、完全に難しすぎるの死者の驕りを日本語で読み始めた。おそらく僕のレベルの１０倍か２０倍に上がっているが、探偵みたいに言葉の意味を徐々に調べるのも楽しみである。
僕もある日、日本語の限りをはっきり見れるようになりたい。

My recent reading struggle

Lately, I have been reading books slightly on the more difficult side. A few weeks earlier, I read The Silent Cry by Kenzaburo Oe and thought it was extremely interesting. It expresses the internal struggles and perplexing goals of man well. Surely, such a book makes you want to read it in its original language?
Moreover, I became very curious after having read that Oe's writing style approaches the limits of language itself. What might that mean, I wonder?
Because of this, I started reading the much too difficult Lavish are the Dead in Japanese. It is probably 10 or 20 times that of my own level, but gradually deciphering the meaning of sentences like a detective is also a joy of mine.
Someday, I too want to become able to see the limits of Japanese clearly.