日记

今天我开始我的日记。 我一直想写日记一段时间了，但我总是推迟。我总是说没时间，但也害怕写下我的情感。说实话，这几天我一直感到很孤独，尤其是在晚上。我刚刚告诉Sara我不要跟她一起玩游戏。我有点儿后悔了，不然我今天就没有时间学中文了。说实话，有时我后悔学中文。我知道将来它可能会为我打很多大门，但现在让我瘦了很多苦。我更想学法语，因为他更容易。好，我感到很孤独因为我已经好几天没有和她说话。还这个让我伤心。Sara老是有事要做或有人可玩。她是我的人，没有她的话我不知道会做什么。 所以当我感到我们渐行渐远时，我感到很着急，因为我发现她是最疏远的人。改变主题，今天我决定了少担心高学校的事儿。让我们看看是否我得到我的决定。今天我已经写够了。明天再见。

Today I start my diary. I wanted to write a diary for a long time, but i always put it off. I always say that I don’t have enough time, but i also fear writing down my feelings. honestly, these days i feel lonely, especially at night. I just told my friend Sarah I wont play with her. I regret it a bit, but otherwise i wont have time to study Chinese. Honestly, sometimes i regret learning Chinese. I know it will open a lot of doors for me in the future, but currently it makes me suffer. I’d prefer learning french, which is easier. Ok, i feel lonely because i haven’t spoken to her in a few days. And this makes me sad. Sara always has something to do or somebody to play with. She’s my person, if it wasn’t for her I don’t know what i would have done. So when i feel like we’re falling apart, i feel anxious, because i realise that she’s the one who’s getting away. Changing the subject, today i decided to worry less about high-school stuff. Let’s see whether i can achieve my goal. Today i wrote enough already. See you tomorrow.