告白したんだ（１）

震える手、荒い息遣くて携帯の通知を見たんだ。「〇〇さんより、DMを受け取りました」と読まれた。「速かったね」と思ってた。、迷いながら、恐怖しながら、人生一度きりのでインスタのアプリを開いた。。。

みんな、こんばんは。錬金術師（アルケミスト）だよ。さっき、好きな人を「僕の連絡とらないの？」と聞いた（理由って奴は長い物語だよ）。そしたら、彼女は「錬金術師、私のことはどう思ってるの？」と返事した。メッセージなんて受け取って正直に返事してしまったほど大きくショック。「好き」と言った。彼女の返事に別に驚かなったが、まだ痛いよ。何気に態度を壊れっちゃったほど。このトッピクは僕に大切なことから、明日のネタで小説のように書くつもりだ。１時間前ぐらい同じ場所にいたんだ。心が痛い。で、こんなかんじ。じゃね。

With shaky hands and rough breathing, I fervently look over at my phone "You received a DM from 〇〇さん" It read. "That was quick" I thought. Despite all my worries and hesitations, I open Instagram while knowing you only get one ticket on this ride called "life."

Evening, everyone. It's Alchemist. Just a moment ago, I asked the person I liked why they were ghosting me (The reason is a long story). Upon that, she responded "Alchemist, what do you think of me?" Getting that kind of of message was a huge shock, to the point where I answered earnestly. "I like you," I said. While I wasn't really surprised by her answer, it still hurts. To the point where my nonchalant attitude was broken. Since this topic is very important to me, I want to explain it like a mini story in tomorrow's entry. I'm still in the same place I was from an hour ago. My hurt aches. And so, I go. Later.