I'm not gonna shut up withabout it, he was the worst piece of shit. I'm not gonna shut up about it, he was the worst piece of shit.

He was the shit - he was great, awesome. He was a piece of shit - he was awful.

I hated my mother for many years when I was a teen, because she didn't changed anything. I hated my mother for many years when I was a teen, because she didn't change anything.

The auxiliary "do" triggers the root form of the verb. Verbs are not conjugated after "do".

AtIn the beginning it was my two ""parents"" (I put "" because they don't deserve that title, long story) and me. In the beginning it was my two ""parents"" (I put "" because they don't deserve that title, long story) and me.

At the beginning refers to physical space, in the beginning refers to time.

4 years later my sister was born,; we never got along inas childhoodren. 4 years later my sister was born; we never got along as children.

Or "during our childhood".

6 years later (when I hadwas 10 y. o.) my brother was born. 6 years later (when I was 10 y. o.) my brother was born.

We don't "have" years (and certainly not "years old") in English. We say either "when I was 10" or "when I was 10 years old".

At 15 years oldf age "HE" (I wrote it in a specific way to emphasize my hate tored towards that person) had to leave my house, my scholar. My psychologist talked with my mom and giaved a this warning, I: if he didn't leave the house my psychologist was going toould call the police. At 15 years of age "HE" (I wrote it in a specific way to emphasize my hatred towards that person) had to leave my house. My psychologist talked with my mom and gave this warning: if he didn't leave the house my psychologist would call the police.

The expression "scholar psychologist" doesn't exist in English. A scholar is an academic who engages in research.

Now I have more thanam over 18 years old, I don't want to be exact. Now I am over 18 years old, I don't want to be exact.

Why does ithis sounds so shady? Why does this sounds so shady?

I was born when my mother dihadn't finished school, and neither himad he. I was born when my mother hadn't finished school, and neither had he.

You're talking about a past event that hadn't been completed before another past event, which triggers the past perfect.

He was an alcoholic and an abuser, a corrupted police,man, and a thief of as security guard. He was an alcoholic and an abuser, a corrupt policeman, and a thief of a security guard.

Generally when talking about alcoholic addiction we use "alcoholic" as a noun. When used as an adjective it generally means that it has something to do with alcohol rather than alcoholics. You could also put "police officer" (more formal) or "cop" (informal) instead of "policeman".

My mom was someone with many problems, and insecurities, and her own family was the same or worste. My mom was someone with many problems and insecurities, and her family was the same or worse.

A child in thatose conditions couldn't end up fine. A child in those conditions couldn't end up fine.

The word is "to end up". "To end" is a different word which means to terminate, finalise, bring to an end.

We've suffered a lot,; we have many traumas even now, many years later. We've suffered a lot; we have many traumas even now, many years later.

We've suffered: up until the present. We suffered is OK but this means a closed period in the past that is over.

I was so tired and mad withabout everything, so angry. I was so tired and mad about everything, so angry.

I washad givingen up withon everything: my life, my family and the world. I had given up on everything: my life, my family and the world.

I wasfelt so hopeless. I felt so hopeless.

To feel hopeless means to feel that you have there is no hope for you, to feel very pessimistic. To be hopeless means to be bad at something, to be unskilled.

SomOne day came a woman to thecame to my class, and she introduced herself: "Hello everyone, my name is Andrea and I'm a psychologist." One day a woman came to my class, and she introduced herself: "Hello everyone, my name is Andrea and I'm a psychologist."

Andrea was the uniqueonly light amongin those dark years, I'll no wouldn't be here without her help. Andrea was the only light in those dark years, I wouldn't be here without her help.

"Unique" means unlike other things, having characteristics that set it apart. It would mean she's a special kind of light compared to all the other people who were also light, but I think you're saying that she was the only light in the darkness.

Because of everyall things I was an insecure, hostile and distrustful person. Because of all this I was an insecure, hostile and distrustful person.

But I decided to ask for help,; many years passed and she giaved to me all the atetention and help that I needed at that time. But I decided to ask for help; many years passed and she gave me all the attention and help that I needed at that time.

Since "HE" leavedft the house, my mother started changeding gradually. Since "HE" left the house, my mother started changing gradually.

HowAs she changed I changed my feelings to herwards her started changing too,; I don't hate her now, but I can't forgive her for all the suffering. As she changed my feelings towards her started changing too; I don't hate her now, but I can't forgive her for all the suffering.

She wanted a boyson before beingthe age of 20 years old. She wanted a son before the age of 20 years.

She, knowing everything, decided to have a kid with the first stupid thatidiot she found,; a kid to be used as an object to take out all her angryer on. She, knowing everything, decided to have a kid with the first idiot she found; a kid to be used as an object to take out all her anger on.

"Stupid" is an adjective. "Idiot" is a noun.

Of course, Hhow could a 4 years old child be able to fight two stupid shits? Of course, how could a 4 year old child be able to fight two stupid shits?

a 4 year old = someone who is 4 years old

I'm sorry, I'm holding back my tears, I want to cry. I'm sorry, I'm holding back my tears, I want to cry.

I don't know what ist is to miss your mother, laugh with you father, I don't know how iswhat that feeling is like. I don't know what it is to miss your mother, laugh with you father, I don't know what that feeling is like.

We only invert the word order when asking questions, not when creating subordinate clauses with interrogative pronouns. What IS that feeling like? (question) I don't know what that feeling IS like. (statement)

My mother is a better person now, my siblings are happy and living in better conditions,; they've got the mother that I never had, and I'm happy for them. My mother is a better person now, my siblings are happy and living in better conditions; they've got the mother that I never had, and I'm happy for them.

"They got" is acceptable in some North American dialects, but is generally seen as too informal for writing.

I know that she regrets for all the those things ofin the past. I know that she regrets all the those things in the past.

She worricares about me, supports me and doesn't pressure me. She cares about me, supports me and doesn't pressure me.

"Worry" is fine but it implies that something bad is already happening, whereas "care" means she shows interest whether or not there is a crisis at foot.

I see someone with blood ties that feels regrets and tryis trying to fix the things. I see someone with blood ties that feels regret and is trying to fix things.

"To regret" requires a direct object, so I've replaced it with "to feel regret" here. It could also be "that regrets everything", "that regrets certain things in the past", etc. Tries to fix things would mean that she generally tries to fix different things, whereas trying to fix things means that she is currently working on fixing certain things.

Haveing a mom isn't a blood tie or title,: it's a connecction, a feeling that cames from the inside. Having a mom isn't a blood tie or title: it's a connection, a feeling that cames from inside.

When I read people saying "I miss my mom" "I love my mom", I just feel that empty space and I repeat to myself "HowWhat is that feeling like? When I read people saying "I miss my mom" "I love my mom", I just feel that empty space and I repeat to myself "What is that feeling like?

Believe me,: I'm not the most sad and poorsaddest and most pitiful person ofin the world, but my childhood and adolescence wasere horrible. Believe me: I'm not the saddest and most pitiful person in the world, but my childhood and adolescence were horrible.

Generally we only use "poor" to mean unlucky in interjections: "oh you poor thing"! Here you could put most pitiful, most pathetic, unluckiest, or something like that.

How muchhorrible? How horrible?

Everyday there was humiliations and threats. Everyday there was humiliation and threats.

My mother tried to kick me out because I said, in a really calmed way "I don't think it is okay to force my sister to play something she doesn't want to". My mother tried to kick me out because I said, in a really calm way "I don't think it is okay to force my sister to play something she doesn't want to".

I ran to the bathroom to help my brother, otherwise """HE""" willould hit him because his stupid brain caouldn't do anything withouth hitting someone. I ran to the bathroom to help my brother, otherwise """HE""" would hit him because his stupid brain couldn't do anything without hitting someone.

Use "would" because it's in the past. without + verb triggers the gerund

What does he said? What does he said?

What did he say?

In English, something like "Thank your sister, otherwise I would have taken the shit out of you! In English, something like "Thank your sister, otherwise I would have taken the shit out of you!

In English we have a similar expression: "to beat the shit out of someone".

"Sacado la mierda" is an expression to threaten with hitsbeating. "Sacado la mierda" is an expression to threaten with beating.

Threat is a noun, threaten is a verb.

Fortunately I've forget the most part ofotten most of the bad things. Fortunately I've forgotten most of the bad things.

I can't deal with this... I can't deal with this...

To express exasperation in English we'd say something like "I can't deal with this", "I (just) can't handle this", "I can't go on like this".

I'm sweating and holding back my tears at the same time. I'm sweating and holding back my tears at the same time.

To "hold" means to have in your hand. To "hold back" means to stop from coming out.

Even Iif my mother is a good person now, she can't erase anything of thate shit of past that I hadI experienced in the past. Even if my mother is a good person now, she can't erase any of the shit I experienced in the past.

I'm trying to get over it, but it is so hard. I'm trying to get over it, but it is so hard.

I guess I'll have many errors, I'm not gonna check it soonfor now. I guess I'll have many errors, I'm not gonna check it for now.

She said told me many times, that I was the perfect child for her. She told me many times that I was the perfect child for her.

I was so nearclose to end with everythinging it all. I was so close to ending it all.

Well, my mother was nearclose to ending things with me and my sister when my grandmother died. Well, my mother was close to ending things with me and my sister when my grandmother died.

"Because they will take care of you when you are old" "Because I want a mini me" "Because they are cute" "Because people say that you should" "Because my parents want grandchildren" "Because all my friend have one" "Because it is the only way to be complete" "Because we were born for that" "Because I didn't used protection and we don't have any other option" "Because they will take care of you when you are old" "Because I want a mini me" "Because they are cute" "Because people say that you should" "Because my parents want grandchildren" "Because all my friend have one" "Because it is the only way to be complete" "Because we were born for that" "Because I didn't use protection and we don't have any other option"

I'm not gonna have kids for thatose simple reasons. I'm not gonna have kids for those simple reasons.

"reasons" is in the plural

I heard all these things from real parents and people who wantsed to have kids. I heard all these things from real parents and people who wanted to have kids.

people is plural so it would be "want", and also "heard" is in the past so want should also be in the past (wanted)

I'm not gonna create a new life just because I can or I want to. I'm not gonna create a new life just because I can or I want to.

If I have a kid, I'll make sure to give them the best: a nice family, a good environment, a brilliant future and above all a safe space, a good life. If I have a kid, I'll make sure to give them the best: a nice family, a good environment, a brilliant future and above all a safe space, a good life.

"Give" requires an indirect object ("them").

I'm gonna think "What could that little crieature want and need?. I'm gonna think "What could that little creature want and need?.

I apprecciate it so much that I can't do it If I'm not good enough, because I know how it is to grow up in a terrible family. I appreciate it so much that I can't do it If I'm not good enough, because I know how it is to grow up in a terrible family.

We have problems sometimes as do all the couples, but we progresskeep moving forward. We have problems sometimes as do all couples, but we keep moving forward.

Generic plural doesn't take the definite article in English. "All the couples" would mean a specific group of couples that both you and the reader know about: "all the couples here", "all the couples I mentioned", "all the couples in my life". "but we're getting better" is another option for the second part.

We learn with theover time. We learn over time.

Time is a generic uncountable noun and doesn't take the definite article.

He is the closest person forperson that is the closest to me, and I talk with him when I'm stressed and worried about somethingtuff, especially If I'm remembering bad things or having nightmares. He is the person that is the closest to me, and I talk with him when I'm stressed and worried about stuff, especially If I'm remembering bad things or having nightmares.

special - unique especially - particularly Or "he's the most important person in my life", "he's my closest friend", etc.