一か月後死ぬとしたら

いつものように厳しく添削してください。文法的に合っていても不自然な文であれば遠慮なくどんな風に言えば良かったか教えてください。文章をすべて変えても全然構いません。むしろそうしていただいた方がありがたいです！

今日は特に話したいことがないんで、初めての課題を使うことにした。その課題は１ヶ月後死ぬと知ったら、残りをどう生きるかという質問。私だったら、多分周りにいる人に教えない。心配させたくないのもあるけど、何より、私への態度や接し方を変えてほしくない。変な気遣いをされるのは嫌だし、今のままでいいと思ってる。そして、日本語の勉強をやめる。私にとって、今に至っては日本語の勉強は趣味みたいなものになってるんで、別にやりたくないとは思わない。しかし、そこにたくさんの時間を費やしてる。人生があと１ヶ月だったら、その時間を別のものに充てたい。それに、そもそも語学の習得という観点から、1ヶ月はそんなに長い時間じゃないと思う。1ヶ月勉強したところで、その時の私にあって、今の私にないものなんて想像できない。とにかく、日本語の勉強をなしにする。仕事は多分やめないけどね。六年生の卒業式はもうすぐだし、最後までちゃんと見届けたい。生徒に英語を教えるこの仕事はもちろん好きだけど、それより私の生徒のこと自体が好き。みんなはいつも元気でいい子だから、私から去っていくことはできない。他は、北海道に行きたい。今まで行ったことがないし、雪も好きだからきっと楽しいだろう。日本は本当にどこに行っても綺麗な景色が見られる気がするけど、特に北海道の景色に興味がある。後は、多分アメリカに帰って家族や友達と過ごすかな。ずっと見たり読んだりしたいと思ってたけど、できなかった本や映画があるからついにそれをしようかな。考えてみればやりたいことが少なくない？まあ、どうせ実際にその状況になったら、多分想像通りには行かないだろう。

As always, please be very strict with corrections. Even if something is grammatically correct, let me know how I could better phrase things to sound more natural. I don't mind if that means you have to entirely change what I wrote. If anything, that's preferable.

I don't really have anything I want to talk about today, so I decided to use a prompt for the first time. That prompt is "What would you do if you only had one month left to live". Personally, I probably wouldn't tell the people around me. I don't want to worry anyone, but more than that I just wouldn't want to change how they act towards me. I don't want anyone to try to do anything extra for me, and I'm happy with how things are right now. Also, I would stop studying Japanese. At this point, Japanese has become more of a hobby than anything and its not a chore at all, but it eats up a lot of my time. If I only have one month left to live, I feel like I would rather use that time for other things. Besides, it's not like one month of studying really gets you anywhere when it comes to languages. I can't imagine anything that I would suddenly become able to do after one more month of studying. On the other hand, I probably wouldn't quit my job. The 6th graders will be graduating soon and I want to see them off until the very end. I really like my job teaching, but more than that I like the students I teach. Everyone is really energetic and all around great kids, so I would hate to leave them. Apart from that, I want to go to Hokkaido. I've never gone before and I like the snow, so I'm sure it would be fun. I feel like pretty much everywhere in Japan has great scenery, but Hokkaido's seems especially nice. After that, I'd probably go home and spend time with friends and family. There's a lot of shows and books that I always planned on reading/watching but never got around to, so maybe I'll finally get those off my backlog. Now that I think about it, I feel like there's not a whole lot I would do. Either way, I'm sure if I ever actually found myself in this situation, things probably wouldn't go as I'm expecting.